Lost

Been feeling a bit lost lately, is it because I've been ill, maybe it’s because I'm worried that I'll need surgery on my wrist (surgery 'fixes' the problem, however, it may never be the same again) it’s hard to explain.  I suppose the wrist is my fault, I shouldn't have been hitting the punching bag so hard but, I was angry and needed to release the anger and frustration that was building…now I have no other way form of releasing my frustration when it builds.

Something (maybe it’s someone) is missing from my life, so hard to tell; I need to get back out and walk in nature.  Being surrounded by nature and the chirping sound of the birds, is so calming, helps me think, I can shed as many or as few tears along the way and not have to worry about explaining myself.  I can walk for miles, get lost in my thoughts, not realizing how far I've walked, that’s the best part! 

“If you seek creative ideas go walking.

Angels whisper to a man when he goes for

a walk.”

~~ Raymond I. Myers